Saturday, 24 January 2009

• jealous... losing touch

  my boyfriend went out with a girl.. actually a girl who went to elementry with her....

  ah it upsets me when he gives me details of how he dresses up... ah... just a way to make my brain think and think what if...

   

  it upset me yes.. but what can i do really being 6000 miles away...

  also he doesnt even say i love you, i miss you, or gives me phone or webcam kissess....

  it just makes me sad... maybe he doesnt care.... or even bother to say it...

  i sometimes think am i doing the right thing waiting for him. going there to see him just for a month.. but end up working for a year...

  something i feel like i'm doing the wrong thing.... sigh...

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